Anxiety Attack

Anxiety rushing through me
Overflowing through my veins.
Shaking through my hands
Quivering through my legs

My heart intensely pounding
Thundering through my ears
Deeply reverberating
Bestowing unknown fears.

My breathing deeply quickens
and terrors arise around.
Horrific thoughts consume me
On the brink of melting down.

Testing my strength and weakness
Pushing me towards the edge
Not knowing of overcoming
Or slipping off the ledge.

Jenasis <3

Quiescence


Escaping the world,
You lay your head.
a pillow of soft satisfaction.

As your eyes are closing,
concealing your life,
the mind in anticipation.

This world you're excluding,
overriding the grim,
a cloud, so gray and somber.

Expecting the fear
to diminish and fade
from this momentarily brief slumber.

Feeling the dreams
and glimpsing its beauty,
a fantasy you wish you were bound to.

But the body is weakening,
paralysis is near
and the nightmares begin to consume you.

Jenasis <3